Alyssa

I def think that it’s more difficult to look into someone’s eyes and tell them how YOU feel then to look into someone’s eyes and hear what they feel. I think it’s kind of fearless kind of amazing to have the nerve to tell someone how you feel. Weather it’s good or bad.

The last time I was really angry, was when I realized I’d let alot of my dreams slip away, when I realized that who I was a year ago is not who I am anymore. Yeah, I think I’m still a little bit angry about that.

I would most def call my mother if I had one phone call to make, tell her I’ve never loved anyone or anything more then I love her, apologize for the disappointments and say thank you for the time and effort she’d spent on me. Tell her to tell my family I love them and to tell the other people, (she knows who I’m talking about) that I love them too. Never stopped.

I am so afraid of death it’s not even funny, of course I would be scared if they told me I had one month to live, I’d be terrified. But I think it’s a good time to make amends about everything I’ve done. And spend the happiest time I could.

In order to really “love” someone you need to trust them. You can’t choose one because you really can’t have one without the other. You either love someone or you don’t, you trust them or you don’t.

I’d save the dogs life, there’s going to be other jobs…not another dog.

The one I love the most, I’d rather be hurt by the one I love the most.

The whole best friend being in love with me didn’t work before , why should it work again. I wouldn’t give it another try.

I would do anything to give Ia one more hour one more hour of hugging and kissing and telling her what I feel, even if it cost me a year of my own life.

No, I am not the kind of friend I would like to have as a friend.

No sex doesn’t always = love. It does to me though.

I guess I would. I can look for another job.

I told Brandon, and how I felt about going to Europe and I was really honest.

I think it would be harder for me to tell them that I don’t love them back.

The hardest thing for me to give up is my mother, she’s my everything.

I told my mom I loved her like an hour ago.

The second I let Julie fight me and win.

Brandon.

Kind of gross, but I guess I would give a homeless person CPR.

True love with a guarantee of a broken heart.

I know my wish.

i’m sorry.